4.2.14

35/365 Fear.


Flipping my own house has stretched me more than expected.  While working with Ben the other day he asked me why it had taken me so long to make these changes.  It got me thinking, why?  The photo above are the markings I put on the buffet of where to cut the sink hole out today.  Moments before/during/after this process fear crept in.  Should I cut it, what if it doesn't work?  I then thought of why I had not made changes, fear!  Fear to put my stamp on my own house, fear that others wouldn't like it.  My hands and feet moment of the day was making the cut, putting aside fear and making my mark on my own house.  Important, yes!  I don't want to raise fearful children.  Ben isn't raising a fearful mom!

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